poetry in motion

I warned him I had something else in store

Never underestimated a woman scorn

Last time he took it as a game

Thought it was cute that I would act a little crazy cause he gave his love away

Thought I forgot the pain, just because I forgave him for what he did

Well he better pray to God to forgive me instead

His lesson will repeat until its learned and I think it's time for an advanced course

Walking into my closet to put my all black on

Can't wait to watch these chickens mourn

The death of a player, who didn't play his hand correct

Now it's time for me to collect

Oh yea my payday is here and tomorrow he might be the one layin in a hospital bed

Better believe i'm goin make it clever

For the next 30 days i plan to make him suffer

Like get him drunk and wait to he pass out and shave his eyebrows off his face

Then call his best friend and tell him he likes anal sex and he gay

Get an auto mechanic to take out his transmission

Dig holes in his house and let rats in his kitchen

Im on a mission

Sign up for visa, mastercard, and captial one in his name

Then take them, withdraw money and make sure my bills are paid

Give him an overdose of viagra, so his dick could have permanent damage

Call Maury up and take this shit national

This time when I leave, I'm leaving for good

He will forever remember the thoughts ....thoughts of a Angry Woman

Now that he has misbehaved

I gotta wild out, cuss him out, bust shots in the air, pack all my shit and leave his sorry ass

Fuck him and the tims he rode in on

I never liked his sisters, cousins, or his momma

Only thing good was the dick he laid

He needs to make sure his child support paid

Gotta nerve to go out and cheat

When I meet his ass he was cheap

I'm the one who took him out his momma basement

Help him to get his liscence, insurance, title and registration

Dressed him up, took him out to 5 star restaurants, taught him how to properly conduct himself

Gave him style and swagger to match, after I build a good man he wanna turn his back

I oughta kick his ass

I'm not letting my hard work go to waste

This muthafucka goin have to pay

I think my alter ego come out and act a like crazy then we fall back in love and it's all roses and daises

Ain't that some shit

Love makes me sick

Leaves me weak until he does something again

This time its all for revenge

Now he's riding around without 4 rims

Cellphone broke in 1/2 and i took the sim

Bank account empty should have never given me the pin

Can't take it too far,I don't wanna end up behind bars

I'm goin pause....but trust and believe I got something else in store

Call it what u want damn right i'm a woman scorn

You better be glad this is just a thought...........thought of a ANGRY WOMAN

Woosah........I let out a loud exhale before I release this verbal rapture

he was captured in my whirlwind of anger

fustration build up from the collection of bullshit that he presents me on a everyday basis

he laces his stories with lies, chases them with water, tear drops from his eyes

then tells me he is the one thats tired

Woosah....I'm ready to unleash the dragon

Rage blazed like fire burning up inside

cause I wanna lye my hands upon thee and not the praying ones but if I do that i'll be behind bars

so i'll just draw in a deep breath and let it out loud

Woosaah.......

He got 5 seconds to disappear from my sight and after all that's been said he wanna take off his clothes and stay the night

I can't believe he has the audacity to tell me we goin be alright

Somebody give me a light

Pour me a drink before I catch a case tonight

Let me call my girls, hit the town and party tonight

cause one mo second with this fool i'll be in jail tonight

WOOOOSAAH

Murder goona be the case they gave me

Im a have to plead insane this man has drove me crazy

Only solitary confinement can hold me

Darranged thoughts consume me

Labeled as schizophrantic, manic depressive

my bipolar flow through him for a loop

Pain cut like blades penetrate through layers of hate that been build up from years of mistakes

Now I'm rotting in jail waiting for my release date

Damn I should have just walked away

WOOOOOOSAAAH

Hair why does this thing that covers my head cause so much controversy.

Mentally condition to think that if my kinks aren't straight than i'm nappy and being nappy couldn't possibly make you happy especially when u can be anything but.

With relaxers, chemicals, and heat u can be a long hair blonde or wear your hair in a short bob and for a couple hundred dollars u can have Indian in your family.

The hair business is a billion dollar industry and none of this money is spent in our community.

Scared to embrace who we are, our culture from which we were robbed, natural hair, braids, locks and dreadz. Afros with the picks that stand straight in our head like fist we once proudly threw in the air......

Right On my brothers and sistas from the mouths of leaders once glared.

 Passed down from generation to generation to generation from black to asian even malaysian its all fashion to us but for them its sacred.

By giving their hair to God, there letting go of there ego and when we purchase it ours multiply times 10. Covering up who we really are as if we are ashamed of the person within.

Cause that's the reflection we are suppose to project.

Society still won't accept our crown and glory, hardship stories, unanswered questions about our roots because that's where it all stems from the lack of knowledge forced to reinvent ourselves.

Talked about, teased and turned away because others aren't pleased with our outward appearance.

Bad hair days take control of us.

Good hair can be brought.

Hair why does this thing that covers my head cause so much controversy

A black woman in a high powered position, you should have listened

should have seen the warning signs, you forgot your purpose for being hired

To clean up O'Malley mistakes, they needed to put the blame on somebody

They picked the perfect canidate

You took away jobs and city services while the murder rate has soared

Now you lost your position over some gift cards

They got u right where they want u now your sidekick goin take your position

This is one of the reasons they still look at us a ignorant niggas

You were suppose to set a example, be a success story the rise of Mrs. Shelia Dixon

from ghetto to board room instead u fell right into their trap, one more thing to set us back

This city is already a mess

Raising prices when we pay enough in taxes

Kids can't even get a decent after school program and state workers gottaa take furlow days without no pay

Trash pickup been reduced to one day

Unemployement rate gone up 10.2% and you came on national t.v and said you wasn't giving back your raise bonus check

Majority of he city has lost all respect for you, your title and postion

Round of applause, standing ovat........good job

Mayor of Baltimore Mrs. Shelia Dixon

Woosah........I let out a loud exhale before I release this verbal rapture

he was captured in my whirlwind of anger

fustration build up from the collection of bullshit that he presents me on a everyday basis

he laces his stories with lies, chases them with water, tear drops from his eyes

then tells me he is the one thats tired

Woosah....I'm ready to unleash the dragon

Rage blazed like fire burning up inside

cause I wanna lye my hands upon thee and not the praying ones but if I do that i'll be behind bars

so i'll just draw in a deep breath and let it out loud

Woosaah.......

He got 5 seconds to disappear from my sight and after all that's been said he wanna take off his clothes and stay the night

I can't believe he has the audacity to tell me we goin be alright

Somebody give me a light

Pour me a drink before I catch a case tonight

Let me call my girls, hit the town and party tonight

cause one mo second with this fool i'll be in jail tonight

WOOOOSAAH

A sweet exhale brings a certain curve to your lips

How I enjoy to watch them in motion.

As that loveliness in between.

Comes through and brings ecstacy to mines.

As my hips squirm and toss and turn

I feel the tightness of that inner muscle

That makes me rise up and beg for more

As my silent cry is being ignored.

You bring me back down to reality

You depart that certain curve

You have given my lips, down to my outer thighs

And as the rest of my body rises up, you look to see

That loveliness that came in between that certain curve to my lips

How you enjoy to watch in motion

As my ecstacy brings a sweet exhale

Out of that certain curve to your lips

Which holds that loveliness in between

Yea feels like sweet ecstacy

I'M BLACK NOT CAUSE OF MY SKIN COLOR OR THE CHECKED BOX ON MY APPLICATION

IT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH THE BLOCK I GREW UP ON OR THE STATUS OF MY EDUCATION

JUST CAUSE I WALK WITH A SWAG AND TALK USING SLANG, OH AND DON'T FORGET MY COMMON LAST NAME

YEA MY FACIAL FEATURES MIGHT BE A DEAD GIVEAWAY AND MY PHYSICAL LIMITATIONS COULD BE THE SAME

DON'T FORGET MY HOBBIES LIKE SINGING AND DANCING AND OF COURSE I LISTEN TO RAP AND R&B

WON'T YOU COME OVER AND SIT DOWN AND BREAK BREAD WITH ME,YOU KNOW BIG MOMMA IS SERVING FRIED CHICKEN ON SUNDAY

ALONG WITH MACARONI AND CHEESE, COLLARD GREENS AND CORNBREAD

NO SWEET TEA THIS TIME CAUSE OF MOMMA'S SUGA DIABETES

GRANDADDY HAS LUNG CANCER FROM YEARS OF SMOKING CIGARETTES AND MY BROTHER WON'T BE THERE CAUSE HE'S NOT OUT OF JAIL YET

MY KIDS, OH THEY DON'T REALLY KNOW THEIR FATHER BUT NEITHER DID I.

AND I THINK I TURNED OUT ALRIGHT

I HOPE YOU REALIZE YOU CAN'T GET THE DEFINTION OF MY RACE FROM OPINION OR TEXT

YOU HAVE TO BE BLACK TO GET THE FULL EFFECT.

This world is spinning out of control on it axis, then they ask us what do we think

makes me think they put obama in the white house just so they can have someone to blame

for all of the u.s. problems, when ultimately the congress is the one who decides while we abide laws that suppose to help and protect us

the government is busy playing cover up

statistic show unemployment numbers up and the chances of making out of poverty now is based on luck

the currency of our dollar is no longer worth much

bush balance the budget on the backs of the poor

8 years later they expect obama to clean it up in 4

illegal immigrants running cross the border

to get a peice of the american dream, home of the brave, land of the free

while the u.s. is invading holy territory

our u.s troops death has increased by more than 400%

and were left wondering when and where the next terrorist attack will hit

racial tension and hate crimes are back on the rise

every night on the news i hear someone has died due to homicide

teachers pay cut and job lay-offs

education plus no experience equals no wages

health care reform, abortion laws, and gay marriages took the focus off the war on drugs

people more concerned with tax increase when the u.s defeciet hasn't showed no decrease

while places like new orleans is still waiting on relief

how are we suppose to sleep, when it's so hard to provide necessites for our families

and this recession is getting more and more depressing, mental health state no stability opens the gate for higher suicide rates.

entertainers gettin paid millions of dollars while the human services field gotta scramble to pay for food and housing

they predict it all to end on december 21, 2012

funny cause 2012 is the end of obama term in office as well

it feels like an autumn breeze blowing crisp and clean through my window screen

flickering the light on my candles

giving off a light scent of my inscene that burns slow and long

like every motion and rythym of your body and my love song

every beat and note is just as sweet as the juices that flow orgasmicly from my body and yours

below 0 degree chill going up my spine

a summer heatwave in between my thighs

breaking record highs

i feel like i'm on cloud 9

just like the ones in the springtime that compliment the friendly blue skies

our love blossoms like a red rose

reaping every seed thats been sowed

your my mate to my soul

defining every emotional that stimulates my mind

you make me feel like an autumn breeze blowing crisp and clean through my window screen

intimately residing in your arms

nothing else matters but the comfort of your voice

fading into my secret thought place

i slowly fade away like an autumn breeze blowing crisp and clean through my window screen